There is nothing more alluring to man than freedom of conscience, but neither is there anything more agonizing.
Fyodor DostoevskyFor example, I'm terribly proud. I'm as mistrustful and as sensitive as a hunchback or a dwarf; but, in truth, I've experienced some moments when if someone had slapped my face, I might even have been grateful for it. I'm being serious. I probably would have been able to derive a peculiar sort of pleasure from it-the pleasure of despair, naturally, but the most intense pleasures occur in despair, especially when you're very acutely aware of the hopelessness of your own predicament.
Fyodor DostoevskyOf course I shall go astray often...for who does not make mistakes? But I cannot go far wrong for I have seen the truth.
Fyodor Dostoevsky