15 concubines ain't nothin' to sneeze at.
I have four strikes against me. I'm black, I'm short, I'm intelligent, and I have a medical condition.
I suffer a little bit from Napoleonism, if you will.
I knew what normalcy was, and I wasn't having it.
I can't sit back and swallow stuff. I live in a time and place, and in a country on earth where you're not supposed to swallow it. People just gave up.
You can involve yourself in electronics, computers, puzzles... there's a lot of creativity and brain working. There's a lot to model trains that people don't realize.