Suffering is an illusion.
Don't keep searching for the truth, just let go of your opinions.
Delight in meditation and solitude. Compose yourself, be happy. You are a seeker.
All human unhappiness comes from not facing reality squarely, exactly as it is.
Find out for yourself what is truth, what is real. Discover that there are virtuous things and there are non-virtuous things. Once you have discovered for yourself give up the bad and embrace the good.
There is only one time when it is essential to awaken. That time is now.