I get it now. I have to make good on my promise. To let her go. To really let her go. To let us both go.
And I kissed him back so hard, like I was trying to merge our bodies through our lips.
The music is the void. And you're the reason why.
So, this is how it's become? This is how I've become? A walking contradiction? I'm surrounded by people and feel alone. I claim to crave a bit of normalcy but now that I have some, it's like I don't know what to do with it, I don't know how to be a normal person anymore.
I don't know how to be a friend. I don't know how to be anything.
It's just accidental, just temporary. Until the next accident sends me somewhere new. That's how life works.