I realize now that dying is easy. Living is hard.

I just wanted to tell you that I understand if you go. It’s okay if you have to leave us. It’s okay if you want to stop fighting.

You talked to me, but you didn’t. I could see you having these two-sided conversations. The things you wanted to say to me. And the words that actually came out.

But I also know that sometimes Adam needs to do things the dramatic way. He is fond of the Grand Gesture

Sleep would be so welcome. A warm blanket of black to erase everything else. Sleep without dreams.

Letting go. Everyone talks about it like it's the easiest thing. Unfurl your fingers one by one until your hand is open.

Sometimes the best way to find out what you’re supposed to do is by doing the thing you’re not supposed to do.