I know what I did to you was so wrong, but at the time it also felt so necessary to my survival. I don't know if those two things can both be true, but that's how it was.

If I felt like a fish out of water in my family, I felt like a fish on Mars in Adam’s circle.

But I also know that sometimes Adam needs to do things the dramatic way. He is fond of the Grand Gesture

By that point, it’ll have been more than year since I met Lulu. Any sane person would say it’s too late. It already felt too late that first day, when I woke up in the hospital. But even so, I’ve kept looking. I’m still looking.

First you inspect me Then you dissect me Then you reject me I wait for the day That you'll resurrect me "Animate

And yes, it was a high school romance, but it was still the kind of romance where I thought we were trying to find a way to make it forever.

We can change in one day. We can fall in love in one day. Anything can happen in one day.