I had no romantic interest in Gable. I considered him an older man.
About my career I was serious and earnest, sometimes impatient.
I approached everything, my job, my family, my romances, with intensity.
When my mood was high, I seemed normal, even buoyant. I felt smarter. I had secrets. I could see God in a light bulb
I knew I could not cope with the future unless I was able to rediscover the past.
I was fine when it came to cheering up others, not so fine with myself.