As an actress, I was trained to show emotion I did not feel, or no emotion at all.
I was fine when it came to cheering up others, not so fine with myself.
I dated dozens of young men, had fun with all, made commitments to none.
I suppose life is a little like that, isn't it, a message in a bottle pitched out to sea, to be carried by the winds and the tides, washing up on the beaches we could never imagine.
Children don't understand about people loving each other and then suddenly not.
Trying to make order out of my life was like trying to pick up a jellyfish.