I don't want people to think that I can't make fun of myself.
I'm not a performance artist or any of that, I'm not out to please anyone. Just me.
I don't have any influences, any heroes, it's just me.
I am in control at all times.
It's not so much wanting to die, but controlling that moment, choosing your own way.
I believe you can make forces of good and evil work for you, to get what you want.