I am in control at all times.
It's not so much wanting to die, but controlling that moment, choosing your own way.
My principal once told me that I was a penny waiting for change. But I suspect that I irritated him probably because I was making more money than he was.
You are what you are.
Everything I own can fit in two suitcases and a foot locker.
No one comes to my shows so they'll feel safe and comfortable.