No truly conscious human being sabotages himself - it's impossible, because it's contrary to Nature.
When you realize no one else on this earth can be like you... that no other soul may know the beauty, sorrow, light and darkness you alone are given to see... then you will, at last, be the fearless individual your Heart of hearts has called you to be.
On the other side of resistance is the flow of real life.
The limit of your present understanding is not the limit of your possibilities.
If you want light to come into your life, you need to stand where it is shining.
Better that the whole world should turn against you... than you should consent to turn against what is true within you.