I don't want to be loved. I want to be desired. Love is safety, but desire is foul.
What a quality of innocence people have when they don't expect to be harmed.
My pleasures disappeared with my vices.
Security and safety were the reward of dullness.
If you want something badly enough, you make arrangements. If you don't want it badly enough, you make excuses.
I am determined to live without illusions. I want to look at reality straight. Without hiding.