I'm an average person. Is just that I like reading.
Kids' hearts are malleable, but once they gel it's hard to get them back the way they were.
It's like Tolstoy said. Happiness is an allegory, unhappiness a story.
The better you were able to imagine what you wanted to imagine, the farther you could flee from reality.
Please remember: things are not what they seem.
You've already decided what you're going to do, and all that's left is to set the wheels in motion. I mean, it's your life. Basically, you gotta go with what you think is right.