It feels like everything's been decided in advance that I'm following a path somebody else has already mapped out for me. It doesn't matter how much I think things over, how much effort I put into it. In fact, the harder I try, the more I lose my sense of who I am. It's like my identity's an orbit that I've strayed far away from, and that really hurts. But more than that, it scares me. Just thinking about it makes me flinch.
Haruki MurakamiThere's no such thing as perfect writing, just like there's no such thing as perfect despair.
Haruki MurakamiIf thereโs something I canโt do but want to, I wonโt relax until Iโm able to do it.
Haruki Murakami