The love of weaponry is often a manifestation of infantile traits in an adult.
Always believe in yourself. Do this and no matter where you are, you will have nothing to fear.
Is someone different at age 18 or 60? I believe one stays the same.
You should despair and run away.
No matter how many weapons you have, no matter how great your technology might be, the world cannot live without love.
Since I am a person who starts work without clear knowledge of a storyline, every single scene is a pivotal scene.