Some people speak and sing and walk and sit and sleep and silence their homesickness, for a long time, and to no avail. Some say that over time homesickness loses its specific content, that it starts to smolder and only then becomes all-consuming, because itโs no longer focused on a concrete home. I am one of the people who say that.
Herta MullerWhen we don't speak, said Edgar, we become unbearable, and when we do, we make fools of ourselves.
Herta MullerI'm always telling myself I don't have many feelings. Even when something does affect me I'm only moderately moved. I almost never cry. It's not that I'm stronger than the ones with teary eyes, I'm weaker. They have courage. When all you are is skin and bones, feelings are a brave thing. I'm more of a coward. The difference is minimal though, I just use my strength not to cry. When I do allow myself a feeling, I take the part that hurts and bandage it up with a story that doesn't cry, that doesn't dwell on homesickness.
Herta MullerWomen always need other women to lean on. They become friends in order to hate each other better. The more they hate each other, the more inseparable they become.
Herta MullerSome people speak and sing and walk and sit and sleep and silence their homesickness, for a long time, and to no avail. Some say that over time homesickness loses its specific content, that it starts to smolder and only then becomes all-consuming, because itโs no longer focused on a concrete home. I am one of the people who say that.
Herta Muller