Everything about it was wrong. Thats why it worked so good.
... I started to die 36 hours before I was born, so dying was a way of life for me.
We all need a meaning to our life.
However they may have felt when they left they were now committed, they had passed the point of no return.
I knew the alphabet. Maybe I could be a writer.
All the energy of their frustration and fear going into their laughter.