Above all, she wanted to look as though she had not given the matter a moment's thought, and that would take time.
Ian McewanIt is shaming sometimes how the body will not, or cannot, lie about emotions. Who, for decorumโs sake, has ever slowed his heart, or muted a blush?
Ian McewanBut how to do feelings? All very well to write "She felt sad", or describe what a sad person might do, but what of sadness itself, how was that put across so it could be felt in all its lowering immediacy? Even harder was the threat, or the confusion of feeling contradictory things.
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