They call it the drowning instinct. It's when drowning doesn't look like drowning. (pg. 241)
Ilsa J. BickThe grief in her green eyes slips then hardens and, for an instant, Pendleton sees the woman she has become and has no right being, not at sixteen.
Ilsa J. BickThe familiar was usually invisible; how many people really noticed everything they saw?
Ilsa J. BickWhy can't you like me?" he said, his voice breaking. His scent steamed then, hot and heady with a welter of contradictions: apples and fire and electric roil of those cold, black shadows. "Why can't you like me just a little?" She would never know how she might have answered, because he never gave her the chance. Instead, he kissed her.
Ilsa J. BickThe things you think about when you're a hair's breath away from getting yourself killed.
Ilsa J. BickAs the dog sprinted back, Jack said to the girl, "Sweetheart,honey, why do you have to be so hateful?" "Why not?" Ellie said. "It's not like being good ever got me anywhere.
Ilsa J. BickAs a doc, though, I've seen what happens when people are under a lot of stress. Doesn't always bring out their best. When people are scared, they get angry. They'll do things they never thought they would. They'll bargain and compromise in order to survive; they'll chase after miracle cures and believe just about anything so long as it gives them hope. When hope fails, then watch out. Some people get brutal. They'll turn on each other; they'll become their own worst enemies.
Ilsa J. BickObeying orders just to obey is the mark of a person who has ceased to think. Remember, it is better to suffer for doing what is right rather than for doing what is wrong.
Ilsa J. BickShe's got the kind of ethereal, unselfconscious beauty some young girls possess that breaks your heart. Or theirs.
Ilsa J. BickWe all have our fictions, little lies we tell ourselves to keep going from one day to the next.
Ilsa J. BickThere are those individuals who die for a cause, and we say they have made the ultimate sacrifice. We call them martyrs, and we never doubt their sincerity. Yet many others search their entire lives for somethingโor someoneโworth dying for and this is very different. These are the lonely and the desperate, fearful that their lives have no meaning. They yearn for the bullet, if only someone else will pull the trigger.
Ilsa J. BickEverybody breaks sooner or later, Bob. Anyone can drown. Sometimes you see it. Most often, you donโt because the body protects and the skin hides, so drowning doesnโt look like drowning and some people scar so nicely. Take it from an expert.
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