We're trying to fill something internal with something external. We're trying to fill something real with something illusionary.

We're like little puppies chasing our tails. We realize we're never getting what we want and then realize we need to do something a bit more profound.

Initially when our foundations are rocked, when we lose our external security, we feel very fragile. In that moment, we have a choice. Am I the Phoenix and rise from the ashes or do I just keep wallowing in the ashes?

I was a very focused and determined woman and I always got what I wanted. But once I had it, there was another future moment when I had to attain something else. These internal yearnings keep happiness in a future moment.

When we start to heal and perceive what I call love consciousness, we begin to perceive reality.

Love is very light, very joyful, very simple and innocent.

You can have all the external experiences but you have to be the love first.