I donโt know what Iโm doing, or where Iโm going, but I do know that I want to do whatever it is and get there soon.
J.A. RedmerskiThings always change when someone you love dies. You just can't prepare youself for those changes no matter what you do in advance. The only thing that's a certainty in always wondering who's going to be next.
J.A. RedmerskiWell, everybody needs help feeling alive again every once in a while.โ โNo,โ she says seriously, and my gaze falls back on hers, โI didnโt say again, Andrew; for making me feel alive for the first time.
J.A. RedmerskiBut the heart has a mind of its own and it always gets what it wants, especially when it's dying.
J.A. RedmerskiTwo people unable to cry finally cry together and in the world ended today, we would be fulfilled.
J.A. RedmerskiParents have this twisted belief that anyone under the age of about twenty simply canโt know what love is, like the age to love is assessed in the same way the law assesses the legal age to drink. They think that the โemotional growthโ of a teenagerโs mind is too underdeveloped to understand love, to know if itโs โrealโ or not.
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