Parents have this twisted belief that anyone under the age of about twenty simply canโt know what love is, like the age to love is assessed in the same way the law assesses the legal age to drink. They think that the โemotional growthโ of a teenagerโs mind is too underdeveloped to understand love, to know if itโs โrealโ or not.
J.A. RedmerskiShe sticks her tongue out at me and crosses her eyes. Not sure why that made me want to do her in the backseat, but to each his own, I guess.
J.A. RedmerskiOur story is over, yes, but our journey isn't, because we'll always live on the edge until the day we die.
J.A. RedmerskiItโs not only about sadness. In truth, sadness really has little to do with it. Depression is pain in its purest form and I would do anything to be able to feel an emotion again. Any emotion at all. Pain hurts, but pain thatโs so powerful that you canโt feel anything anymore, thatโs when you start to feel like youโre going crazy.
J.A. RedmerskiBut as I stood there dressed in a cute black pants suit and white button-up shirt and heels, I felt completely out of place. Not necessarily because of the clothes, butโฆI just donโt belong there. I canโt put my finger on it, but that Monday and the rest of that week when I woke up, got dressed and walked into that store, something was itching the back part of my consciousness. I couldnโt hear the actual words, but it felt like: This is your life, Camryn Bennett. This is your life.
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