And when someone grows up knowing so little of what real love feels like, whether from family, or friends, or the love of a companion, that person starts to believe that they werenโt meant to be loved, that good things will never happen to them. They start to believe that whenever something good does happen, itโs inevitable that something bad will come along to replace it.
J.A. RedmerskiMy plant is probably dead." Camryn looks slightly surprised. "You have a plant?" I smile. "Yeah, her name's Georgia.
J.A. RedmerskiI don't know myself. I don't know what I want or how I feel or how I should feeland I don't think I ever really have.
J.A. RedmerskiWhat you wear doesn't really matter much. All that matters is where you're going what you're doing while you're wearing it.
J.A. RedmerskiI love the smell of Waffle House; it's the smell of freedom, being on the open road and knowing that ninety percent of the people eating around you are also on that road. Truck driver's, road-trippers, hangovers--those who don't live that monotonous life of society slavery.
J.A. RedmerskiBut as I stood there dressed in a cute black pants suit and white button-up shirt and heels, I felt completely out of place. Not necessarily because of the clothes, butโฆI just donโt belong there. I canโt put my finger on it, but that Monday and the rest of that week when I woke up, got dressed and walked into that store, something was itching the back part of my consciousness. I couldnโt hear the actual words, but it felt like: This is your life, Camryn Bennett. This is your life.
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