Victor Faust did much more than help me escape a life of abuse and servitude. He changed me. He changed the landscape of my dreams, the dreams I had every day about living ordinarily and free and on my own. He changed the colors on the palette from primary to rainbowโas dark as the colors of that rainbow may be.
J.A. Redmerskilet yourself cry, OK? One of the worst feelings in the world is being unable to cry and eventually itโฆstarts to make things darker.
J.A. RedmerskiWhen we pull away, he rests his hand on my thigh pressed next to his and we ride like that for a long time; the only time he moves his hand is to take better control of a sharp curve or to adjust the music, but he always puts it right back. And I always want him to.
J.A. RedmerskiIโm not a follower. I never have been. But Iโll definitely become someone Iโm not for a few hours if itโll make me blend in rather than make me a blatant eye sore and draw attention.
J.A. RedmerskiBut the heart has a mind of its own and it always gets what it wants, especially when it's dying.
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