It's hard to explain and best thing to do is not be false.

We were all delighted, we all realized we were leaving confusion and nonsense behind and performing our one and noble function of the time, move.

...we all must admit that everything is fine and there's no need in the world to worry, and in fact we should realize what it would mean to us to UNDERSTAND that we're not REALLY worried about ANYTHING.

Oh my God, sociability is just a big smile and a big smile is nothing but teeth, I wish I could just stay up here and rest and be kind." But somebody brought up some wine and that started me off.

And I will die, and you will die, and we all will die, and even the stars will fade out one after another in time.

All our best men are laughed at in this nightmare land.

The yard was full of tomato plants about to ripen, and mint, mint, everything smelling of mint, and one fine old tree that I loved to sit under on those cool perfect starry California October nights unmatched anywhere in the world.