It's been real weird. It wasn't how I expected my life to turn out. Especially, mainly pertaining to the show. It never crossed my mind that one day I'm gonna be big and famous and have my own TV show, you know?

It's been real weird. It wasn't how I expected my life to turn out. Especially, mainly pertaining to the show. It never crossed my mind that one day I'm gonna be big and famous and have my own TV show, you know?

As long as I know my head's in the right place, my feet are on the ground, I think I'll be fine.

I'd have to say that muaythai is something special. It's really demanding and it's becoming popular all around the world.

I'd read things, like people criticizing me. But no one likes to read stuff about that, and probably the main thing that was getting to me was me mum's illness.

Where I felt comfortable was being the one that everyone liked to party with. And it was kind of the way I could fit in.

For a while I was suicidal and I tried to kill myself. I think I should have died about four times.