It's been real weird. It wasn't how I expected my life to turn out. Especially, mainly pertaining to the show. It never crossed my mind that one day I'm gonna be big and famous and have my own TV show, you know?

I have a tendency to really stuff things — like, I don't really express certain feelings.

I took a bottle of pills. I'd been in Europe and I had a lot of absinthe and I was just drinking and drinking, trying to, you know, just shut my body down.

I'm an ass-kicking fat kid.

As long as I know my head's in the right place, my feet are on the ground, I think I'll be fine.

'Adapt and overcome' is my new motto.

I'd read things, like people criticizing me. But no one likes to read stuff about that, and probably the main thing that was getting to me was me mum's illness.