I'd read things, like people criticizing me. But no one likes to read stuff about that, and probably the main thing that was getting to me was me mum's illness.

For a while I was suicidal and I tried to kill myself. I think I should have died about four times.

Diet is a big thing. I am a firm believer in you are what you eat. I juice a lot, I try and stick to a Paleo Diet. At its core, I look at MS as inflammation, so I try and eliminate foods that cause inflammation: dairy, gluten, grains.

Where I felt comfortable was being the one that everyone liked to party with. And it was kind of the way I could fit in.

You cant take good health for granted.

Well, all I can say is, it's a day-by-day program, and so I'm very worried about relapsing, but I don't know. I don't want to use. I don't want to go back to that place because nothing good came of it. It was super dark; it's not nice.

As long as I know my head's in the right place, my feet are on the ground, I think I'll be fine.