I took a bottle of pills. I'd been in Europe and I had a lot of absinthe and I was just drinking and drinking, trying to, you know, just shut my body down.

I had my group of friends, you know, like my real group of friends, and then I had, like, party friends.

Where I felt comfortable was being the one that everyone liked to party with. And it was kind of the way I could fit in.

I'm going to get you a broken alarm clock so you'll get up in the morning.

It's been real weird. It wasn't how I expected my life to turn out. Especially, mainly pertaining to the show. It never crossed my mind that one day I'm gonna be big and famous and have my own TV show, you know?

I don't want to come off like the jealous brother who wasn't getting the attention, but it was like no one was really into me anyway. I wasn't really a priority.

As long as I know my head's in the right place, my feet are on the ground, I think I'll be fine.