Spirituality is not a disability - it is a phenomenal empowerment of life.
The only reason why you are unhappy is because you are trying to be happy.
Integrity is not about the action but its purpose. Are you doing it for everyone's wellbeing or for your own benefit?
On one level, life is effervescent and active. On another level, it is absolutely still. The inner stillness nourishes the outer activity.
Are you here to experience life or think about it?
Time and space are just projections of your consciousness.