It's the nature of human consciousness to look for trouble constantly, and we find it. We find it.
I would advise you to keep your overhead down; avoid a major drug habit; play everyday, and take it front of other people. They need to hear it, and you need them to hear it.
I think that we're all totally isolated beings and always will be.
If I were to try to identify a turning point I'd say that was it - getting clean.
That's the motivation of an artist - to seek attention of some kind.
The Test arena is a place I have been desperate to get back to, it is the pinnacle of the sport