That's exactly it—I am crazy sad, and somewhere deep inside, all I want is to fly.

If bad luck knows who you are, become someone else.

He murmers into my hair, "Forget what I said earlier, let's stick with this, I might not survive anything more." I laugh. Then he jumps up, finds my wrists, and pins them over my head. "Yeah, right. Totally joking, I want to do everything with you, whenever you're ready, I'm the one, promise?" He's above me, batting and grinning like a total hooplehead. "I promise," I say. "Good. Glad that's decided." He raises an eyebrow. "I'm going to deflower you, John Lennon.

And then he smiles, and in all the places around the globe where it's night, day breaks.

For the first time in our lives, I’m somewhere she can’t find, and I don’t have the map to give her that leads to me.

grief is a house where the chairs have forgotten how to hold us the mirrors how to reflect us the walls how to contain us grief is a house that disappears each time someone knocks at the door or rings the bell a house that blows into the air at the slightest gust that buries itself deep in the ground while everyone is sleeping grief is a house where no on can protect you where the younger sister will grow older than the older one where the doors no longer let you in or out

I suddenly feel left out of a future that isn't even going to happen.