I know perfectly well that you can't not want anything and live.
Early in the phase of being in a female body, there's all this desire that comes at you, a lot of it hostile, a lot of it dangerous, a lot of it ruinous.
I think sometimes to still be angry is appropriate, but you want to be able to live with it.
When you're waiting for a bus, the thing to do is smoke a cigarette.
I sometimes think that we expect too much resolution in this world.
You have to want something or you're finished.