And here he is again, yet things feel like they'll never be as easy between us as they once were.

Maybe it didn’t seem like a big deal to you Zach. But now, I hope you understand. My world was collapsing. I needed those notes. I needed any hope those notes might have offered. And you? You took that hope away. You decided I didn’t deserve to have it.

People grow apart, and sometimes, there nothing anyone can do about it.

His door is closed behind me. It's staying closed. He's letting me go. I think I've made myself very clear, but no ones stepping forward to stop me. A lot of you cared, just not enough. And that...that is what i needed to find out. And I did find out. And I'm sorry.

When you try rescuing someone and discover they can't be reached, why would you ever throw that back in their face?

Teens in the '90s had the same basic desires as they do now.

I tried getting my dad to buy me a beeper for my birthday,” he says, “but he thinks only doctors and drug dealers need them.