That's why you did it. You wanted your world to collapse around you. You wanted everything to get as dark as possible.
Jay AsherWill I ever get control of my life? Will I always be shoved back and pushed around by those I trust?
Jay AsherYou don't need to watch out for me, Clay." But I did, Hannah. And I wanted to. I could have helped you. But when I tried, you pushed me away. I can almost hear Hannah's voice speaking my nest thought for me. "Then why didn't you try harder?
Jay AsherAnd what if in the future we're at war again, or we still haven't elected a non-white or non-male president, or the Rolling Stones are still dragging their tired old butts on stage? That would depress me way too much.
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