No one knows for certain how much impact they have on the lives of other people. Oftentimes, we have no clue. Yet we push it just the same.

People grow apart, and sometimes, there nothing anyone can do about it.

My heart and my trust were in the process of collapsing. And that collapse created a vacuum in my chest.

You don't know what goes on in anyone's life but your own.

You can't go back to how things were. How you thought they were. All you really have is...now.

But I need to wake up somehow. Or maybe not. Maybe it’s best to get through the day half-asleep. Maybe that’s the only way to get through today.

That's why you did it. You wanted your world to collapse around you. You wanted everything to get as dark as possible.