I waited a second. Should I? No... but I will.

I hope you're ready, because I'm about to tell you the story of my life. More specifically, why my life ended. And if you're listening to these tapes, you're one of the reasons why.

And concentrating on the spot where the two spindles should be is the closest I get to looking Hannah's eyes as she tells my story.

You can't stop the future You can't rewind the past The only way to learn the secret ...is to press play.

I was too weak to walk. At least, I thought I was too weak. But in truth, I was too weak to try.

Yes, it feels great to plan your life when you believe everything can turn out fine. But what about when you're shown, again and again, how little control you have over anything? No matter what I do to try to fix my future, it doesn't work.

If I had a chance with him, I missed it. No, I didn't miss it. I threw it away.