People say, 'Jay, you're a great guy, you just had a couple of bad nights.' People that have themselves under control don't have a couple of bad nights like that. Plain and simple.

I will never be able to move on as much as people would like me to.

I give God all the glory. And try to move on. Come home and hug my wife and my children. And thank God for every day that I have with my family.

I could have been better. That's my goal now, to be better.

I want to be here, for my family. I want to be here for my baby. I want to see the birth of my baby.

Every day people say you got to move on with your life. You have to move on. And you just can't.

People say, 'Jay, you're a great guy, you just had a couple of bad nights.' People that have themselves under control don't have a couple of bad nights like that. Plain and simple.