One could only damage oneself through the harm one did to others. One could never get directly at oneself.
Jean-Paul SartreYou see, the contemporary writer must write through his intimations of unease, while trying to elucidate them.
Jean-Paul SartreA pale reflection of myself wavers in my consciousness...and suddenly the โIโ pales, pales, and fades out.
Jean-Paul Sartre