I considered calmly that I was born to write.
Is there really nothing, nothing left of me?
Existence is prior to essence.
I had spent my time counterfeiting eternity.
[Contemporary writer] could be a kind of [Samuel] Beckett who would not be felt to be totally committed to despair.
Listen to me: a family man is never a real family man. An assassin is never entirely assassin. They play a role, you understand. While a dead man, he is really dead. To be or not to be, right?