I like to think the price I paid by being open about my private life helped.
I fell into the books, and left myself there for safekeeping.
Of course that is not the whole story, but that is the way with stories; we make them what we will. It's a way of explaining the universe while leaving the universe unexplained, it's a way of keeping it all alive, not boxing it into time.
I didn't mind being unpopular at school, because everyone else was a heathen.
I am much better at saying how I feel when I no longer feel it.
For fate may hang on any moment and at any moment be changed.