Don't rely on men but don't shun them either.
My most disastrous date was not so much a disaster as uncomfortable for both parties involved.
It gets so boring you know just to do the same thing over and over again.
Life can be dramatic and funny all in the same day.
Here's where I luck out: I'm really computer illiterate.
I realised how paranoid and guarded and not trusting - walled-in - I had become. Not consciously so, but just this armour that I kind of have, protective armour. It's not for my friends or family, but for being.outside in the world, always on guard.