I should be happy, but instead I feel nothing. I feel a lot of nothing these days. I've cried a few times, but mostly I'm empty, as if whatever makes me feel and hurt and laugh and love has been surgically removed, leaving me hollowed out like a shell.

You make me lovely, and it's so lovely to be lovely to the one I love.

We are all alone, trapped in these bodies and our own minds, and whatever company we have in this life is only fleeting and superficial.

You are all the colors in one, at full brightness.

But I bring it up to let you know that this is the way I feel right now. Like Pluto and Jupiter are aligned with the earth and I'm floating.

I should be happy, but instead I feel nothing. I feel a lot of nothing these days. I've cried a few times, but mostly I'm empty, as if whatever makes me feel and hurt and laugh and love has been surgically removed, leaving me hollowed out like a shell.

The great thing about this life of ours is that you can be someone different to everybody.