Right before my eyes, I could see my life going away from me and there was nothing I could do.

I do my best thinking at night when everyone else is sleeping. No interruptions. No noise. I like the feeling of being awake when no one else is.

The thing I realize is, that it's not what you take, it's what you leave.

People rarely bring flowers to a suicide.

Since I stopped writing, I read more than ever. Other people's words, not my own - my words are gone.

Music did that to me, just like God was supposed to, because music seemed both magic and holy.

But I bring it up to let you know that this is the way I feel right now. Like Pluto and Jupiter are aligned with the earth and I'm floating.