I've missed you, Ella May

You don’t forget. You just move past it. Let go. Be who you were supposed to be instead of who they make you feel like you should be

I'm just here,existing at the surface of the water,not quite drowning but not quite able to breathe.

I'm with you because I want to be with you

You think that just because you left, it would change how I feel? Well, guess what? You're wrong. I can't help how I feel. I'm still in-

It hurts to be around life. People don't understand how close death is, right over their shoulders, around the block, at the end of a street. It's everywhere.

How am I supposed to move forward in life when everything important to me is motionless?