Trust me, I know what self loathing is. But to kill myself? That would put a damper on my search for answers. Not at all productive.

In certain ways it is incredibly damaging considering the stuff I did before certainly wasn't for kids.

I'm definitely incredibly attracted to the aesthetic of what is typically deemed goth stuff, but. A lot of my experience growing up was in being around that kind of thing, and it's just what sinks into a person's brain.

Doing something purely for one's own enjoyment is fine, but, I must admit, finding that others enjoy it as well has a certain power over the corners of my mouth.

Witty closing remarks have been replaced by massive head trauma and severe hemorrhaging.

I love zombies. I don't know how else to answer that... I have trouble falling asleep, so there are certain scenarios I use in my head to relax. I find sniping zombies very relaxing.

It's a frightening world to be alone in.