Anger does not come easy to me. It is something I have to encourage, like a greyhound in second place.

I would never say snog. I would say osculate." She looks at me as if to say: why do you exist?

Oh diary, I love her, I love her, I love her so much. Jordana is the most amazing person I have ever met. I could eat her. I could drink her blood. She's the only person I would allow to be shrunk to microscopic size and explore me in a tiny submersible machine. She is wonderful and beautiful and sensitive and funny and sexy. She's too good for me, she's too good for anyone! All I could do was let her know. I said: "I love you more than words. And I am a big fan of words.

Depression comes in bouts. Like boxing. Dad is in the blue corner.

I took a photo of us, mid-embrace. When I am old and alone I will remember that I once held something truly beautiful.

I love you more than words. And I am a big fan of words.

Anger does not come easy to me. It is something I have to encourage, like a greyhound in second place.