Too many people are setting up ways to raise money that are questionable.
Your mind may not know what to do today, but your heart does. Follow your heart.
Your future is co-created out of what you do today. Do you act from fear or faith? You get to choose.
If you aren't happy with yourself, find a way to be victorious over yourself.
Nonviolent Communication by Marshall Rosenberg is a great book teaching a compassionate way to talk to people even if you (or they) are angry.
Your wealth maybe hiding right behind the very thing you are reluctant to do.