You can have, do, or be anything you want.
When you resist doing what you know needs done, it is difficult. Find a mental way to enjoy it, and just do it, and it is easy.
If you don't go for your dreams, who will?
You can have whatever you want, as long as you don't need it.
Your wealth maybe hiding right behind the very thing you are reluctant to do.
Refocusing on what you do want will take you in the direction of what you want.