The best way of become forgiving is to feel gratitude.
One of the most powerful energies you can ever experience is gratitude.
What created your outer is your inner
You don't fear change. You fear the unknown. If you knew the future would be great, you'd welcome the change to get there. Well, the future IS great. Proceed.
The clearer you are, the faster you manifest.
The universe likes speed. Don't delay. Don't second guess. Don't doubt. When the opportunity is there, when the impulse is there, when the intuitive nudge from within is there, act. That's your job. That's all you have to do.