I want to change my way of seeing, NOT my way of feeling. I was perfectly happy about my feelings.

I needed another basis for musical structure. This I found in sound's duration parameter, sound's only parameter which is present even when no sound is intended.

In that case I will devote my life to beating my head against that wall.

Get yourself out of whatever cage you find yourself in.

We are involved in a life that passes understanding and our highest business is our daily life.

The truth is that everything causes everything else. We do not speak therefore of one thing causing another. There are no secrets. It's just we thought they said dead when they said bread.

If there are questions then, of course, there are answers, but the final answer makes the questions seem absurd.